Lesson (Lucas/Victoria)

"Maybe I want to?" I say and wait for his reaction.

I look at her and furrow my eyebrows. You do?

I nod. "I do think about it. Not everyone has to kill innocent people. Especially I know that." I look away. I don't know how he feels about it.

I look at her and raise an eyebrow. An eternity with me? You up for that?

I nod. "I am and I really want to. Even though it means that some things would be different. For both of us." I strok his face and and take a deep breath. "Are you okay with that?"

I kiss her deeply as a bright smile crosses my features. Yes. I breathe out before kissing her again.

I smile against his lips. I am relieved that he wants it. Because I want it and I am ready to step to something that is completely new for me. So it's good to have him with me. I don't want to hurry things though.

I press my forehead to hers. We don't have to hurry into this. Take all the time you need. I say and kiss her again.

"Thanks for understanding. I have to say I'm kind of nervous." That is the truth. I kiss him back softly.

I rest a hand gently on her cheek. I'll help you through it; I promise.

I nod shortly and see in his eyes. He is definitely the most important guy in my life. "I love you."

I nod. I love you too. I'd say I'll love her forever, and I will, but I don't want her to freak out. Thoughts of forever are scary. We'll take it one day at a time. That's all we can ever do.

I know that the things we plan or the things we spoke about are serious. But I think if he helps me with all those things, we can somehow menage it. No hesitation.

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