Lesson (Lucas/Victoria)

I smirk and gently pull her on top of me. I brush the damp hair from her face. Of course I did. Hence my groans of happiness. I smirk and kiss her lips briefly. You certainly didn't seem bored. I grin

"Oh not at all. You kept me busy" I say and bend down to him. I start kissing him and recognize the love bite that already started healing on his neck. "Wow, I wonder who is the real vampire here", I say and laugh a little bit. I guess I was more aggressive than I thought.

I run my hands up her back and smirk. I am. You're my fragile human. I wink. I hold back. I'd prefer not to break you in half. Hybrid on human's different. I'm more gentle. I don't want to hurt her. If she were a supernatural like me, a lot more biting and roughness would be involved. Rough sex's fun. Don't get me wrong, "making love's" equally great. They're different things. Tonight was a mix of both. Only again, I chose not to shove her against the wall. Vampire sex leads to rough sex, which leads to blood sharing. Intimate.

I guess things would be definitely different if I would be a vampire. He wouldn't have to worry to hurt me the whole time. And I guess we would be more equal in a physical way. Even though I'm a hunter, I'm definitely not as strong as a supernatural. "Let me ask you something. How would it feel..to..you know" I smile and blush, "to have vampire sex? Not being worried about breaking me in half I mean?", I look at him and clear my throat, while I can feel his soft warm hands on my hips.

I smile as she blushes. Vampire sex is- I search for the right word. Considerably different from the sex we have. Granted, we have great sex, but vampire sex is a whole different story. I've only done it a few times; once with someone I loved, a few other times with people I really didn't care about on that level. Obviously, vampire sex is rougher. Lots of scratching, being tossed against walls, furniture breaks. I shrug my shoulders. Physically, it's euphoric, but mentally, it's mind-blowing. Vampire sex leads to blood sharing. It's basically when we both feed on each other, sometimes while having sex, sometimes after, before et cetera. It forms a bond, or connection, between the two people, if they love each other, truly, anyway. You can feel everything your partner feels. It's pure euphoria. I say.

I nod and watch his face as he tells me all that stuff. It sounds really interesting. "Well, maybe we can try it some time after we figured out the situation and all that messy stuff", I whisper in his ear. "Is it hard for you to control yourself while being together with me? I mean a human?"

I flit my eyes to meet hers. At first, yeah, but now, know. My love for you overpowers the primal instinct that tells me to press you against the wall. I smirk and kiss her gently.

"I guess I prefer being not separated or having broken bones. So thank you for being so protective" I wink and laugh a little bit. But there is a truth in it. "Did you ever tried the whole blood sharing thing? If yes, would you say you loved it?", I ask. I'm still over his own body and look Dow. Into his face. He has a grin on his face as I keep asking him about all this

I smile softly and shrug my shoulders. It was fun and enjoyable, but it wasn't the way it should've been. Blood sharing isn't really an effective activity unless you're doing it with the person you love the most. I look at her and a small smile plays across my lips. So curious. NExt she'll be asking me kinky questions. I won't lie, this is fun.

I know that he thinks its amusing that I am as curious as a puppy. But I can't help it. I always find new thing I want to know about him. I smile at him. He seems to have fun. I roll my eyes. "I think you like me asking you a lot? How about you ask now?"

A small smirk crosses my lips. Best sex you've ever had? I look at her. I am having fun with this. This question could be answered mutliple times. I'm hoping that I'm the best she's ever had, which would imp.ly a different possible answer to the question. We've had sex just about everywhere in this house, plus the cave. I wonder what she'll say.

I smile at him and bite my lower lip. "We'll there was this one guy. Really handsome, really passionate and at first I didn't imagine we would have sex. I didn't even think we would be together. But everything changed. And I have to say: Oh. My. God. It was just wonderful. I think you know him. His name is Lucas Reid", I smile at him and laugh. "How about you?" I wonder how he feels about everything we have had. It could be possible that it was someone else he had good sex with

I kiss her and smile. Well, there was one girl. She's strikingly gorgeous. Incredibly passionate. Aggressive when she wants to be, but most guys would know that. Me, I'm special. I get to see the loving, gentle side of her. Every side of her. She's amazing. Wow. NO real words to describe it. I kiss her again. Oh, and her name's Victoria.

My smile is bright as I hear him saying that and my heart makes a jump. "She must be a really lucky girl to have you", I say, kissing him. I didn't know that he felt this way. It makes me happy. And I feel more self confident. Yes even though I look pretty confident, sometimes I'm not.

I shake my head. Corny as it may sound, I'm the lucky one. She literally saved me from being the monster that I am. . I kiss her again and chuckle.

I look at him and kiss him one again. "You are not a monster. You proved it. You are stronger than you think. She was just there at the same moment. You did it because you had the strength to do so. I just helped", I say and my words are serious. I mean what I'm saying. I smile

I nod slightly. I love you. My voice is low.

I can see that he doesn't want to talk about it anymore. I want to change the topic. "Okay how about we sleep now? You seem tired and I'm too."

I nod and let my head fall back against the pillows. I run a hand through my hair. I'm exhausted, but I doubt I'll be getting any sleep tonight.

I turn around a few times but I can't concentrate on getting to sleep. I take a deep breath and stare out of the window. I will not sleep tonight.

I roll over on my side and spoon her. I wrap an arm around her waist. Speak your mind. I say softly.

"About what exactly? There's so much I have to say. I can't just sleep. Can you blame me? You seem struggling too" I go closer to him and feel his breathing on my lips.

I shake my head. Then speak all of your mind. Say everything you need to say, and no, I can't blame you.

I sigh and look at him. "I don't know most of has to do with my dad. Would he be disappointed or happy to see me? Or the thing about becoming a vampire. What happens if I can't make it through the process?" I swallow.

I look at her. Your father would be proud. You don't have to even try to go through the process if you don't want to. It'syour decision. I speak.