Not Caring Anymore. (Tyler || Liz)

" Yes.....No.....Maybe? God! I dont know Tyler. If I did know, we wouldnt be having this conversation." I said, most of it in a whisper. Since it appeared that we were going to be here a bit longer I climbed up and sat on the lowest tree limb that was sturdy. "What if I do like you Ty? Would things change?" I asked seriously.

"Well yea Liz, we've been friends for so long things would change. They wouldn't be bad but they would be tough and plus the last thing I wanna do is hurt you with all the complications have now with Ravyn and Caroline." I told her. She had gone to sit on a limb and I followed suit, my legs were getting tired.

"Nothing is perfect Tyler. And I like our friendship because when we hang out and do what we do, you act human. Everyone else just loves to show off their abilities. When i'm with you, I dont feel tiny, I feel normal. We've been friends for a very long time and I dont want to hurt Ray or care. In all honesty, Ray is like a mother figure to me. And I wish I can get to know Care better than what I already do. I dont want to mess up a solid thing you have for my stupid little insurcurties." i told him as i scooted over and crossed my ankles, looking towards the ground.

I smiled a bit. "You wouldn't be messing up anything Liz, it would be all on me." I told her. Nothing was going on right now with me and Ray mostly cause shes disappeared and the fact that shes not sure yet if she wants to pursue an relationship and me and Caroline just haven't talked about Ravyn yet. "And if it makes you feel any better, I like being around you too cause you help me feel human again."

"I get that a lot." I said commenting on the human felling part. I felt like nothing was solid in my life other tham the fact that Supernatural beings were everywhere. Nothing would be able to escape its wrath, its grasp. "Why am I not suprised that we both take the blame for something? Or at least I do?" I asked him.

"What do you mean?" I asked confused. What is she taking the blame for?

I looke at Tyler then back to the ground. "Let's see, Damon killed zach because I told him to save Care form a crazy Damon. If i went down I would have died. I took blame for his death. Then I ran away from home and I stopped at Wirkery Bridge. A car came and I was too late to move. It killed two people....Elena's Parents. So, I kill three people unintentonally and I took the blame for them all, but the police never arrested me because of complusion. I take the blame for the crazy things that Damon and Stefan do because I feel like I should take the blame." I told him. Nobody outside of the family knew I killed three people.... but him.

I didn't know what to say. She was the reason Mr. Gilbert swerved out of the way and fell into the river? I looked down trying to figure out what to say. "Wow." was all I could come up with.

"You see? I can't even be with Jer because of that. Elena hates me. How can I be a good friend when I know that the reason her parents are gone because of my choices, my actions?" I asked him. If any of us was a monster, it was me.

"I am honestly speeachless at this moment." I told her. I just couldn't get over the fact she was the reason Mr. Gilbert swerved out of the way. Elena and I might not be but our parents were close so this is some big news to me.

"You see. That's why I can't be normal. Because I'm a murderer.Who could stand to know a murderer that is human?" I asked him as I thought about how I could make it through this time with him.

"Well for one I know alot of murderes and two Elizabeth, you really got to stop trying to be normal. You can't be normal in the world we live in, its no use." I told her.

OOC: Sorry for the lame post, I'm not feeling to great.

OOC: It's ok.

"How do I go living my life?" I asked him as I looked to the sky. Nobody was normal, I needed to stop. But how?

When Liz asked me how she goes on living her life, advice that I heard somwhere came to mind. "Just take the day as it comes." I said.

"Is that what you do?" I asked looking at him. One minute we make out, the next he learns that I'm a murderer then after that I learn how to live my life? Damn. I need a drink or two

I thought about it and realzied that I have. I know I'm supposed to be on my toes because of the mess I'm part of but I don't worry about it till its time. "Yea I do." I said. What a crazy day this has been.

"Enough about me. What about you? How are you?" I asked not wanting to talk about myself anymoree. I sounded selfish. I wanted to hear something about him, or anyone for the matter

"Same old Lockwood, nothings different. Except for the love life thing but I don't really want to talk about it." I said. After having all this heart to heart with Liz, I wasn't sure if I was ready to talk.

i nodded (Like in the siggy) To what he said. I understood what he meant. Nobody ever wants to talk about love lives with anyone, and with how close we were, it was a bit awkward. "Right. So, what do we do now?" I wasnt even in the mood anymore to leave this area. I felt calmed down now that I was able to talk.

I shrugged. "I don't know, play twenty questions?" I asked. I wonder why that is always my go to thing when it gets quiet with a conversation. First I did it with Ray now Liz. I need to update my material or something.

Sounded better than the group Truth or Dare games. I thought about what to ask him. Umm... Werewolf or vampire? Which do you like more?" I asked him wondering which he preferred.

"Neither." I said looking off into the distance. I had no choice in becoming a werewolf, then I had to be a Hybrid to survive and so I wouldn't have to turn on full moons. "Stefan or Damon?" I asked to lighten up the mood, plus I wondered who she always favored.

"Umm...Damon. Stefan's into punishments and all that stuff that I hate and Damon is that older brother that everyone loves and hates." I said looking at my shoes. "Track or Baseball?" I asked. I had a feeling if I asked football he would pick it.

"Baseball, I like both but baseball is alot more fun." I said. "Video games or shopping?" I smiled. This would be a good time to know what kind of girl Elizabeth was,

"Shopping. I like trying to play video games, but I suck at them. And it's funny to drag you and some of the others to go shopping at victoria secert and such." I said pushing him playfully. I thought about what to ask next. "Slow and steady or fast and quick?.....Relationship wise." I added at the end as I caught myself.