Visiting a great.... whatever he is.

"Its fine Elizabeth, I'm not mad at you. As corny as it sounds, I'm mad at myself." I told her honestly because thats what she did to me, made me feel human. I was really being a jerk by trying to hook up with other girls when there was still Caroline to think about. I cared alot about Eli and had attraction to Ray but honestly I was playing with all of them.

"Why? I'm not following? What does that mean?" I asked him hoping I didn't give him too many questions to answer. I was the one who kissed him, so why was he mad at himself? I couldn't think of anything else but running away from that. Why was it I only had any type of relationships with only supernaturals, excluding Jer,?

"Because I'm hurting you, flirting with Ravyn and not being faithful to Caroline. I know again that sounds super corny but its just I've been messing around with all three of you and it isn't right and I feel like a huge Jackass." I said all in one breath. I had no idea what I was going to do about all this, I should just let Ray and Caroline torture me and have Elizabeth record it.

I couldnt help but laugh. "Well i guess im on the same boat actually. I've been flirting with you without noticing it and I've been hurting Jeremy. No if anything we just said sounded corney, it was my last sentence. I feel like Im playing the two of you. I look past everyones supernatural being or whatever it is and look at them as humans. Thats all I know are supernaturals. I feel like a moron when I get hurt or im the damsel in distress because I hate being human."

I took a breath as I half relieved my speech. Did I just really tell him I had the hots for him and Jeremy and i just couldnt decide? "Oh god. I am like Katherine."

I laughed at Eli, I guess we were in the same boat. I pulled her close but with only a space between us. "Your not like Katherine, I've heard some serious bad things about her and your nothing like her. Like you said you see past all the Supernatural and honestly besides your personality thats the best thing about you. You don't want to Supernatural Eli, if I could I would turn back into a huma as soon as I could, your special because you are human." I told her smiling. I really liked how I could be so honest with her.

"Yes I am, in some ways, like her. Back in 1864 she played and used my uncles. I dont want to do that because I know of its effects and I dont want to hurt people." I looked at how far apart he had me from him so I knew not to cross the line. I screwed up in three seconds with one kiss now I was bound to screw something else up. "You want to know why I want to be a vampire? I want to be one because I hate being human. I feel like an asset to everyone. If I get hurt I would slow everyone down and I cant help when theres danger. I feel vunerable and stupid and...weak. I hate that feeling. Thats why I turn into this bitch sometimes because of that. That why I can turn off that switch and let nothing bother me. I had that switch with Zach, but now its all out in the open."

I shook my head. "Eli you don't slow anyone down, yea some of us are stronger and faster then you but we still do things you do. We go to school, eat, talk to people. James is human and like him!" I said trying to get a laugh out of her, even if was a lame joke. "We may not show it but we would give anything to have our humanity back, even the Originals. I see how Klaus and Rebekah look at human things, they wish they could have all that too, so really your not missing out on anything." I told her. Being supernatural isn't something I'd wish on anybody.

I looked down not moving my head but only my eyes. I wanted to try to explain a little better. I gave up on my hopeless day-dream. "I have grown up in the supernatural world, so I guess its the only way I know. Everyone I know is one expect for Jeremy and James. And we both get a kick out of James." I had a slight nervous laugh before looking up at him. "Wow who would have thought that whan I came here to hang out with you I would be spilling all my secerts."

I smiled. "Who knew with you coming over I'd be running around my backyard looking like a cliche movie scene from a chick flick." I said and then laughed. I've never done anything like this before, running around my backyard and being open with a girl, not even with Caroline.

I couldn't help but laugh at that. It seemed that his joke made me forget about what we were talking about. "Ahh but that is a fun cliche. Running, wind in your hair, someone running infront of you." I continued to laugh a little more. I had never done that before and t felt great.

I laughed with Elizabeth, she had a pretty laugh. "Well now that were done making fun of my acting style, what you want to do? We have this entire property to ourselves." I told her.

"Your a better actor than I am. I know." I started to walk away. "Give me a second." I walked to my car, grabbing my heels on the journey and got something out of the back. I dont know why I had it but it seemed right for now. I walked back to the backyard in five minutes. "Lets have a picnic." I was carrying a basket of sweets, sandwhichs and pop. Damn Stefan drank all my liqor.

I groaned playfully. "Liz your such a girl!" I laughed. First she had me running around catching her and now were having a picnic. I just hope the next thing isn't me going shoe shopping with her, I draw the line there.

"Would you rather me be a manly girl? Or even a Girly man?" I asked him jokingly. He was the only person I could joke with like this.

"Well I'd rather be manly more then anything so you know, I'm a man and all." I said shrugging smiling at Elizabeth. It was nice to have dumb conversations like this, it wasn't serious and it just fun.

"I hope your a man." was all I could think to say. Tyler was a nice guy. I looked across the lawn then back at him just smiling my cheesey smile. I knew he knew my cheesey smile. It meant something good. Damn, why was it I fell for supernatural guys? Well Jer is human at least.

I smiled. "Trust me I am." I told her. Elizabeth gave me that cheesy smile and I knew then she was having a good time hanging out with me. I was happy she was happy. "So what you got in this basket for us?" I asked sitting on the ground with my knees up.