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bobbi kristina got into an accident today ;(

awww, that upsets me

LOL there's a guys gone wild

Its a lot of cursing. Fair warning

MOTHERFUCKKKKKK! MY school has me planning a fashion show to rasie money for needy familes, while finishing my final two months of high school, working 26 hour weekends. I have no fucking time to myself and then when i do manage the time, My family bombards me with something to do or calls me a selfish fucking bitch! What fucking gives??!!!@!

Um...how are they gonna call you selfish (as you're putting in so much time for the show) and a bitch when you're they're family in the first place? That's messed up..

I know. But im alive so im fine now I guess....

im busy this weekend but idgaf because imma be bored after wards do...im good.

Im always busy so I have no room for anything, lol

I finally got a store interested in my fashion show!!!!!!

Oh truee.

So glub glub glub is basically like a spam thread? No complaints here. xD

well after the two people who thought and believed in my talent show cancelled it, I got to pie them in the face at our white christmas thing!

So I feel really bad. This week i went to the mall to see they have a lindot choclate store. I bought myself and my family $12 worth of chocolate, then when I get home I make my sister's some pretzel and choclate snacks. well nbbody is eating them. I have eaten six out of the 80 or so i made and I ate to pieces of chocolate I bought....

My grandma tells me I am getting fat because all the chocolate I have eaten but after giving me this speech, she gives me chocolate to eat. I dont know how to feel so i just feel really bad about my body.

I'm so freaking tired of dental assisting assignments. If I have to do a three unit bridge over again I'm going to rip my hair out

Warning: very sad. Dont read it unless you want to cry or pitty me, which i dont want to be pittied.

Its been a long time. I thought things were looking up for me this year. I graduated in December, I got a new job in January, I began to talk to a guy i like in Febuary, I was taking drivers ed classes in March, I got my Drivers liscence in April, and now; May. I turn 18. But heres the thing;

as of today, my mother and step-father had become offically seperated, soon to be divorced. My mother is throwing myself and my grandmother out. My grandma and I gave up our trailer (which we were going to own within a few short months) to live with her. We have zero credit and no money. So, my time might be limited and I may be homeless after June 1st, which happens to be my graduation day. I know other people have it worse than I, but i feel so helpless and lonely. We have no where to go. I dont know what to do and when I think about it, all i want to do is cry. I am fighting tears as i write/type this. I wish i had someone near me to talk to, but most of you on here are my friends. Nothing will be the same for me, and to be honest, my grandmother is not the picture of health. If something were to happen to her, i have no back-up. I dont know what to do.

sorry you had to read this, if you choose to.

That sucks. I hope you don't mind me saying this but your mother sounds like a bitch for throwing her own daughter and your grandmother (if she is her blood mother it's even worse) out on the street after what you guys did for her. It sucks that your own blood is treating you like crap, especially given what you and your grandmother did for her.

I'm sorry to hear that but I just get pissed when I hear stuff like this. Especially from family members that you give so much up to help. It pisses me off and it's why I don't even associate with some members (cousins) of my own family. Not even giving them the chance to pull something like that. Still. That's not right.

Lizzie Bear,

I want you to know that no matter what I am here for you. You are one of my greatest friends and I will do anything to make you happy. I know that a lot of people do not show their religious side, but I will right now. I will pray for better for both you and your grandmother. I know deep down though that everything will be better. I love you Lizzie Bear and I am always here for you.

Love,

Rinny Horse