Dear Diary,
I had this bad dream again. I know, I'm not sired to Klaus anymore, but it still feels weird to me, because I still dream about the day when he killed my mother.
And last night I saw mom again. I can still hear her voice as if she was standing next to me.
Avril, she said, How can you live your life, knowing that this monster killed me? How can you be so cruel? You're not my daughter anymore. You are not worth living. You should have died instead of me...
The worst part is, that all this feels so realistic. And I don't know how to shut it off.
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